BLESSED SINGLENESS

A few days earlier, i was lying in my bed with the word 'BLOG' running through my head.

"blog,blog,blog,bloooooooog!!!!!!..."

what's blog anyway?i haven't tried making one before..

i was thinking why am i going to make one?

i mean why should i when im not fond of sharing my thoughts and neither am i a good writer?

then suddenly BLESSED SINGLENESS popped out into my mind...

I would not deny that way back in my highschool days, i also have a group of friends or barkada.

Having the initial letters of our names, we used to call our group 'MARCJV'.

They were the friends which my world evolved around back in highschool, it's always boring without them.

However,what strikes me most is that everytime i linger a memory about them,

i always feel pain.

Pain of being neglected,pain of being used,pain of being judged,it's the pain for being real.

So when i left Bohol for college, i also left the memory of my highschool years full of undying heartaches.

As i entered college, there i met my wonderful,amazing,superb, magnanimous,splendid sisters in Christ namely Jessreal,Juvy,Jeremy,Luz and Angie.(hehehehe)

And we are the BLESSED SINGLENESS!!!

(funny how i used to call us the 'SINGLE BLESSEDNESS')

but all the same we have a genuine gift of pulchritude.(.!_!.)

So if i were to ask, there are no words to express how much i feel about this group.

All i know is that when i am with them, i need not to be somebody else.

I need not to put expensive jewelries or wear one of the finest dress

for them to love me as a whole being.. And me being a rose,

they did not only love the flowers that's blooming in me

but they also embraced the thorns that are with me.

A great person loves the unacceptable side of others, and its amazing to know that my sisters in Christ are really great persons in their own unique ways.

They are the ones who made me feel the essence of belongingness,

 and that i'm also unique in my own special way.

Its been years and years since i learned to trust again and

though im not that open now, BLESSED SINGLENESS has helped me break the walls

that i once built due to so much pain and rejection that i've experienced.

God knows how much i'm thankful for giving me such loving friends

that i can always remember when i grow old. I could say that

 it's the time of my life that i am most thankful for through them I was able to know 

the truth, and I was able to appreciate the beauty of the Bible Scriptures.

Also to be honest without them i would not be able to try Bible Studies which i was very curious long,long time ago.

It's always a memory worth keeping in every second that i'm with them.

I can assure that when it's time for us to go in our own separate ways,

every memory that will linger into my mind will be the times of true happiness that i felt in every moment i had with them.

To my sisters in Christ- "yours is the face always worth remembering".

And to you, yes you! I may not be a good writer or anything but hey i just told you how i feel and that's something!.

(mwah,tsup2x,xoxo ug uban pa nyahahahaha) - oir=)