This year has been a no joke for us, Blessed Singleness. Issue after issue came up like there's no tomorrow. But, God's work among us is still clearly seen. August 27, 2010 is forever etched in my heart as the day when we got married to each other. That day/night, I felt a strange thread connecting us. I can't explain yet what it is though & I'm not even sure if you felt it, too. I know, until now, there are issues left unsolved but I'm sure, in God's own time, everything will fall into place. Honestly, I don't understand why we need to suffer as a group. However, I do understand that God has a purpose why He allows us to suffer like this. For now, I can't see its relevance in my life today but I'm positive that in the next years ahead, the learning I acquired from all the challenges we faced & will be facing will become handy especially when our inevitable separation loom closer.
I've learned so many things from my depression the last 2 months. I know that during the process, I unintentionally hurt some of you if not all. I'm still healing & I'm not quite sure if the 2-week vacation was enough to abate my anger & frustration. I guess it greatly helped & so did the books I read & am reading this moment. By God's grace, I did not feel the loneliness I felt during the second half of 2010. I'm thankful for that because if I still felt lonely this December, I don't know what I'll become with the Blessed Singleness.
This would be all for tonight. I just posted for the last time here in our blog for this year. God bless all of us in God's family!!!!!=D
tama.. :) that's all i can say..
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ReplyDeletethank you darling for really taking time to write on our blog site.
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