HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to ANGELLI GRACE SUMAPIG!!!!
Ok.. I know that talking about exams is really uninteresting. But believe me, I don't want to talk about this either. I just don't know what to put as the title so I chose this one. Maybe everyone (?) in CNU are now busy studying with all the exams going on. So, why am I here blogging instead of studying? Well, firstly, I just want to clarify that I'm not slacking off.{maybe I am but my tests tomorrow are in the afternoon so I still have loads of time} Secondly, I just want to share with you my thoughts and emotions. I have been very bothered recently by the things that my Aunt has been saying about my birthday party and the way I dress. I do know that she's just concern but I do hope that she'll hear me out first and accept the things that I want. I don't see anything wrong with the decisions I have made so far and I am NOT doing this for myself. It's really for the Lord. How I hope that her eyes will be opened someday. I'm sort of hurt by her comments but I do understand the situation. Under normal circumstances, I would have been very angry and, at some point, I might have given in to all her criticisms and such. However, that is impossible without prayer. If she really wants me to change, then she have to call on my God for He is my Master and I will obey Him if He's the one who tells me to change my clothing.
The Lord really encouraged me to go on with what I have started and not to lose hope. My faith in God is the one behind my change of wardrobe. Call me a hypocrite or whatever you like. As long as God is pleased, I am satisfied with that. Always remember that God is looking at us. He is more important than 1 million people you meet. Please God rather than men as the saying goes. You should remember that.
I know that the Lord wants me to dress like this. There is nothing wrong with wearing long skirts. He is not looking for fabulous people, rather, He's looking for simple and humble people. Mind you, I'm not claiming to be humble and simple. Not at all. I just want you to know that I want to become like one. I want to be a virtuous woman like that in Proverbs. I hope and pray, that all the TRUE Christians, my brothers and sisters in Christ out there, will also become a humble and simple people, totally dependent to our Lord and Redeemer.
God speed to everyone!!!
***Note: I'm not backbiting my Aunt. I just hope that she'll be able to read this and understand me. I also want all of you to know the situation that I am in. I need your prayers.
No comments:
Post a Comment